There is a man who lives in a room. This room is situated in a manor wherein only he, along with the services of his domestic help resides. He leaves not his room during the day and more so at night.
He does so for a simple reason. That reason by far, is me.
He hates me. His abhorrence towards me shakes the very fortress of my identity.
I do not take kindly to him either. It is only during my madcap and adventurous trysts with the 'unbleached' kind that I find solace in my existence. I revel in the sight of the damned. I wallow in my unclean acts. I am by far a pestilence upon the race of man.
Man? What man is he if he cannot accept his alter? Does he acquire the unwavering satisfaction that every living creature upon this macrocosm strains to attain, by curtaining himself from his ownself? If so, then I am happy that I am accused of ruthless and un-gentlemanly behaviour. I feel glad that I am not part of a sinister world that calls itself civilised when it is rightfully wrong.
But the further I try to make amends with my paradox, the more severe the pain that is inflicted on me. And I go out and fulfill all that my savage self desires. The debauchery of a dreadfully vile beast flashes through my pulsating veins and I ravage and devastate all that is considered chaste and virtuous.
I stand here now 'in this room' where he once stood...this man I speak so disdainfully of.
I look at the reflection of a quiet yet disturbed, a tired yet resilient soul and I weep for his loss. I dread the moment this toxin seeps through my marrow... the moment the zephyr of my life starts to suffocate and choke.
I weep silently and alone 'in this room' now, knowing modestly that there is no life in the creature without the creator.
For I was once him...and now he is me.
Cleanse the Devil Incarnate in the Myrrh of Sentience - Jinwin 3:10